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Current Mood: Nerdy emoticon Nerdy .

So I’ve been meaning to blog about Fibromyalgia (FM) and Sleep Apnea (SA) but I couldn’t find a good way to do it, so I’m just going to sneak it in with my life updates post :)

Fibromyalgia is a disorder characterized by widespread musculoskeletal pain accompanied by fatigue, sleep, memory and mood issues. Researchers believe that fibromyalgia amplifies painful sensations by affecting the way your brain processes pain signals.

Symptoms sometimes begin after a physical trauma, surgery, infection or significant psychological stress. In other cases, symptoms gradually accumulate over time with no single triggering event.

Women are much more likely to develop fibromyalgia than are men. Many people who have fibromyalgia also have tension headaches, temporomandibular joint (TMJ) disorders, irritable bowel syndrome, anxiety and depression.

While there is no cure for fibromyalgia, a variety of medications can help control symptoms. Exercise, relaxation and stress-reduction measures also may help.

Source: Mayo Clinic

I was diagnosed with FM in late 2005 or early 2006, I can’t remember the exact date as they thought it was arthritis first so I had to go for a bunch of tests for that and had to see a Rheumatologist for confirmation. Both my GP and the Rheumatologist confirmed that I didn’t have arthritis, but I had FM…and then proceeded to give me prescriptions for anti-inflammatory drugs. I had to switch drugs every 2 weeks because I was getting ALL the side effects and despite the pain going down I wasn’t having any other good results from them. One made me not know when I had to pee…so I had to force myself to go to the bathroom every 2 hours or so, which wasn’t pleasant!

What are symptoms and signs of fibromyalgia?

The universal symptom of fibromyalgia is pain. As mentioned earlier, the pain in fibromyalgia is not caused by tissue inflammation. Instead, these patients seem to have an increased sensitivity to many different sensory stimuli and an unusually low pain threshold. Minor sensory stimuli that ordinarily would not cause pain in individuals can cause disabling, sometimes severe pain in patients with fibromyalgia. The body pain of fibromyalgia can be aggravated by noise, weather change, and emotional stress.

The pain of fibromyalgia is generally widespread, involving both sides of the body. Pain usually affects the neck, buttocks, shoulders, arms, the upper back, and the chest. “Tender points” are localized areas of the body that are tender to light touch. Fibromyalgia tender points, or pressure points, are commonly found around the elbows, shoulders, knees, hips, back of the head, and the sides of the breastbone and are typical signs of fibromyalgia.

Source: Medicine Net

I have all the tender points now, I started out with the elbows, knees, hips, and breastbone. Now I have all of them :( Which I think is mostly because I’ve gained so much weight since being diagnosed. All the anti-inflammatory drugs and their side effects made me not leave my house very often, and a lot made me just lay on the couch spaced out, and it all made me depressed and I’m a depressed eater sooo hence the weight gain!

I’m supposed to be watching my diet, exercising and what not but it’s super hard because I’ve been tired all the time. We thought it was just my FM and depression making me tired so my GP started me on a new medication which is freaking amazing, but still didn’t help the sleep issue. So my GP sent me for a bunch of sleep tests, which included a blood test & 2 sleep therapy tests (side note: you never want this done…tubes up the nose while you sleep SUCKS) he thought that maybe the dosage was too high on my medications but when the tests came back, it wasn’t the medications at all. I have mild Sleep Apnea.

Sleep apnea is a potentially serious sleep disorder in which breathing repeatedly stops and starts. You may have sleep apnea if you snore loudly and you feel tired even after a full night’s sleep.

Sleep apnea occurs in two main types:

  • Obstructive sleep apnea, the more common form that occurs when throat muscles relax
  • Central sleep apnea, which occurs when your brain doesn’t send proper signals to the muscles that control breathing

Additionally, some people have complex sleep apnea, which is a combination of both.

Source: Mayo Clinic

I don’t have to use a fancy machine to sleep, I just have to change my diet, sleep times, exercise habbits, etc. The main thing that’s going to kill me is cutting down on drinking Coke…but I know I can do it, I’ve done it before…it’s just hard! I did cut out the French Vanilla coffee from my life…with the exception of a Tim Hortons run here and there. I have started drinking tea and hot chocolate instead. I just need to start drinking iced tea instead of Coke! I was debating making a diet blog but I don’t know if I will, and I don’t really want to post stuff like that on here because no one wants to know what I ate :P

Now for some news other than medical! I have quit my WoW guild! I got so fed up on Sunday night of all the drama and what really tipped me over the edge was being blamed for something I didn’t say or do so I just said screw it I’m done. It feels so freeing not having to raid tonight! Not having to deal with all the drama, the whiners, the loot whores, the afkers that take 10 minutes to pee. :lol: I know I’m weird, but hey, I’m a gamer :)

My office is moving across the hall starting this week so life is going to get even busier than it has been in the past few weeks, and thank goodness I gave my 2 weeks notice to my other job :P I don’t think I could handle it all right now! I did do a HUGE last shop on Friday night though :) I had money saved up for it though. I bought some new sweaters, tanks, capri yoga pants, and of course underwear :P I always stock up on that whenever I shop cause you always need underwear! hahaha.

Well this is a super long post XD Thanks to those who stuck it out and read it all! I promise my next blog post will be about something happier and awesome :)

 

Quick Updates

 

Current Mood: Happy emoticon Happy .

So I have a few huge blog posts coming up but I’m still planning them out and getting all the pictures I want ready. I have a cross stitch post and Sleep Apnea/Fibromyalgia post in the works. I figured since most people don’t know what Fibromyalgia is so I figured I’d make a post about it :)

This past weekend I was such a lazy bum! Well I had a headache all day Friday so I stayed in bed all day after taking some advil. Friday night I just spent it on the couch watching Netflix (I’m getting very addicted to this) and I also played some Mario Galaxy (my games from Future Shop came in the mail last week ^.^) Heather and Rebecca came over Saturday night for a much needed girls night! We ordered pizza, ate TONS of junk food and watched 2 movies (Final Destination 5 & Legion) and both movies went along with our bad movie theme…or at least Heather and I thought so. Becca actually liked Legion and saw it in theaters a few times…mostly for Paul Bettany though :P Sunday was spent much like Friday, sleeping on an off all day and playing Facebook games, watching netflix and playing Wii games.

It’s been snowing on and off all day today and right now it’s coming down pretty hard. They’re calling for 5-10cm over night and then another 1-2cm tomorrow. I don’t want to have to drive in this tomorrow morning to get to work so if I can’t get down my street I’m not going in. I know I’m a wuss and lots of people drive in the snow…but it’s Victoria…and when it snows here people get completely stupid and get into accidents because they all forget how to drive! I’d just rather stay off the roads…and the dr said he’d be fine if I couldn’t make it in :)

If I do end up staying home tomorrow I will work on my blog posts that I have coming up! So stay tuned :)

 

More Smilies :)

 

Current Mood: Nerdy emoticon Nerdy, Sleepy emoticon Sleepy .

So I added some more smilies! I made 2 more mushroom sets, one blue and one green and then I made a pink hearts set which I liked alot better than the red heart set so I decided to switch my blog smilies out and I put the red ones up for download on the smilies page :) Here are the previews for the smilies!

Blue Mushrooms Green Mushrooms Hearts

That’s all I’ve done this weekend as far as pixels goes. I’ve had a very lazy weekend. I went to the doctors on Friday and found out that I have mild sleep apnea :! so I was kind of in shock and my body’s defense to anything like this is sleep so I ended up sleeping alot Friday before my shift that night and almost all day yesterday :hmm: and then I had the worst sleep ever last night because my legs were freezing and no matter what I did I could not warm them up! I ended up having a shower at 5am and that seemed to help. I hope I don’t have that tonight!

I went shopping with my dad today, went to the Penningtons out in Langford to get some things because I gave my 2 weeks notice and they have the bras and such that I need out there :P The one I work at all the sizes are pretty picked over right now! We also went into Costco to check out prices in there for things, we don’t have a membership we just wanted to check it all out. I need to get some things for Marie’s baby shower that I’ll be throwing at the end of March and Costco seems to have the best price for food for alot of people.

Well that’s all for now :) I’m sure I’ll get more pixels done this week or next weekend to share :lol:

 

Books of 2011

 

Current Mood: Nerdy emoticon Nerdy .

I was going through my book like on good reads and I realized I read alot of books last year!! I decided to make them into a list here :) I don’t remember all the books I bought last January with gift cards but I’m going to try to get all of them listed here.

Vampire Academy
- Vampire Academy
- Frostbite
- Shadow Kiss
- Blood Promise
- Spirit Bound
- Last Sacrifice

Cirque de Freak
- A Living Nightmare
- The Vampires Assistant
- Tunnels of Blood
- Vampire Mountain
- Trials of Death
- The Vampire Prince
- Hunters of the Dusk
- Allies of the Night
- Killers of the Dawn
- The Lake of Souls
- Lord of the Shadows
- Sons of Destiny

The Hunger Games
- The Hunger Games
- Catching Fire
- Mockingjay

Darkest Power
- The Summoning
- The Awakening
- The Reckoning
- The Gathering

Percy Jackson and the Olympians
- The Lightening Theif
- The Sea of Monsters
- The Battle of the Labyrinth
- The Titan’s Curse
- The Last Olympian

Wildworld
- The Night of the Solstice
- Heart of Valor

Fallen
Beastly
City of Fallen Angels
I Am Number 4
The Power of Six
Inheritance
Dead Reckoning

I re-read:

Eragon
Eldest
Brisinger

I read alot of books last year >.> I did get my kobo last year though so that made it alot easier for me to read! I had books with me everywhere! I need to come up with a list of books to read this year, I haven’t found any that I want to read yet :(

 

More Pixels :)

 

Current Mood: Sleepy emoticon Sleepy .

I ended up making some more sets on the weekend :) I finally made the Qbee mood icons that I’ve been meaning to make for months! I couldn’t decide on the outline so I made 2 sets :) one with a dark outline and one with a light one. Here are the pictures:

Bee Moods Light Outline Bee Moods Dark Outline

You can download them here.

I also made Carla some custom smilies for her blog :) These are not for download but you can see them here:

Camera Smilies

I still have to make a Christmas and New Years blog post…but I may skip it this year and just upload the pictures to a gallery, it just seems like so much work to make it into a blog post and it’s already the New year :( Silly me taking my time to do things :P

To do List for Smilies & Moods:

Moods:

  • bees
  • cameras
  • hearts
  • tea pots
  • new girl

Smilies:

  • cameras
  • bee
  • sheep
  • stars
  • tea pots